today

Yeah I guess I'm the other girl it's really kind of weird cuz you divorced her... You said it was the hardest time in your life but she has you wrapped around her finger and you only f***** her not even a 10 times and I don't want to be a part of you because you can't get over all the s*** but you have the best f****** sex with me and you what the f***** wrong with you you been love me a long time and all the sudden I'm the bad guy it really is kind of ugly  I don't want to be the one with the dirty hands... I know I'm the one with the biggest heart  It seems that you won't haveme all  to blame but that's not the way the scales are balanced u always blame(d) me.. Today is the longest day... And I want this day to hurry up... Probably tomorrow too because it'll take me a while to be all right again but it just is I won't be boring I promise I can't win this one  You make me is the worst three words you could say when it's cruel  you ma...

Today in a blog1... By Natalie G. So, today.. it's me the one that talks too much..that one who is always choking words... I am not one to hold back with any restraint. Today I'm me with too much to say. And I require a bit of attention in a minute to minute reoccurrence.  And now I'm here. Ive texted too...and too many times .. so much I need an outlet.. and to some it might be too much of an outlet, if I think u should be available to me... I am without a doubt a very impressive shot in the dark. I can not, too many times,  agree with the whole notion that me,  I am...that of which ur not sure to make eye contact with... And then..u came along, and I'm rambling on about only God knows what,  and I can't help but think, I  can't wait for u and I to meet eye to eye...and then such a beautiful flight to urs..and I have been waiting ..it is a gorgeous journey to meet urs ..and I am dizzy...and u r handsomely awaiting me ..and I am trapped again and again ...next t...